Binging home my second child 1

Today we are getting discharged from the hospital. With the new born girl. My wife's stiches will be removed today and she is supposed to take rest from home for few more days. The facility in the hospital was very nice. Getting food from mil house by sil. No care no tension. It's like a vacation. Infact a mini honeymoon without sex. Was with my wife all alone. Because of the corona scare no one came to visit us. We were all alone. It was a new me. And new us. Could call one or two friends and received calls from many. One of my friend asked me whether I am excited to leave the hospital. To be frank no. Who wants to leave honeymoon. Another reason is that to the deep mind I couldn't concieve that I have a daughter. An addition in our us-es Have to include her in our we-s. But I am so far treating her like a guest. With extra care but there is a psychological distance. Sometimes I wonder how we take time to accept changes in our lives. Even when we know about this change for 9 months still it is strange. Mind resists changes.